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I feel like blogging after ditching it for bout 2 months! Was considering of changing my blog to a private blog therefore I can write anything I want, just like my diary!

Michael told me that you guys are coming to have lunch with me on the coming Friday, was too excited bout it although I hope it can be a surprise. Praying hardly that It won’t be any disappointment on that day..

Kinda hate this year, days without you guys suck totally! First day of school, I reached dewan kuliah and there are only few students sitting on the bench. On the other side of the dewan kuliah, totally silence! I miss last year, when you guys gathered there every morning. Although it’s not like we are going to talk every morning, but at least, I can hear you guys laughing, that’s fun! Anyway, morning without wenhao is so uncomfortable; I miss him joking every morning.

After perhimpunan, I walked through the prefect bridge without realizing that my class is no longer beside the prefect bridge. I remember the time when we used to gather at the prefect bridge before our teacher come, wenhao and homeng will usually be there to talk to us, sometimes others will come too. And I miss shouting to those in 5p6 last year from the prefect bridge. Blank, zhicheng them will always say hi to us every morning. I also loved the location of 4s4, which I can look down from the lorong outside of my class and 5p6 is exactly below there. I never mention before that this is also one of the reasons I don’t want to change to art stream, I know I can’t get a better view from other classes. Although sometimes I acted bitchy when you guys shouted my name from down there, I’m actually happy that you guys called me to talk during the session of changing period.

Recess, it’s supposed to be the nicest time of the day as we don’t have to stone in class. Peichi and I went to the canteen together. Walked past the table you guys used to gather during recess. However, those form4s replaced you guys on the place in the canteen, and those form4s are like, so quite, totally different from you guys! From now on, peichi and I won’t walk in and out of the boys canteen to buy drinks that often, as you guys are gone, no one to ‘gap’ at. And wenhao is no longer having recess with us, no longer walking back to class with us after recess, what a suck year!

I quickly finished my food and told peichi to walked back to the class with me, I don’t feel like staying any longer at the canteen, cause peichi, peiyein and I were like, sighing every moment in the canteen when we chatted about wenhao. I told peichi that I missed the time we always went to 5p6 after recess; we would chat with you guys outside of 5p6 every time after recess and will usually return class late, peichi told me that she was thinking about that too!

So we went back to our class like, first time so early!! In the class, I paid attention as it was the first day of school, teachers were so annoying, talk talk talk, and I dislike the seat teacher gave me, a lot! After school; back home; took bath; had a nap; done my homework; dinner; tuition; onlined; slept! That is all about my day, lifeless.

 

Anyway, the second day of school was the best day in the week for peichi and I, and I suppose for yein too! Xiausheng and michael came back to school, i was having maths period when xiausheng walked by my class, I was too excited so I shouted his name, luckily he heard me and said hi. And then, peichi came to tell me that michael’s back too! And she asked me to get a pass out to find them while she’ll go back to her class to ask for permission out too. I begged pn.azizah, she doesn’t let, nearly cried. Luckily her period almost end by that time, and when my bm teacher came, i quickly asked her for pass, she doesn’t let too saying that her pass has been given to other students, so I ignored her. And then, peichi, peiyein and I went to meet them up, we didn’t stay there for a long time, as my friends told me that teacher’s searching for me, hate that! Anyway, I love that day! <3

 

 

Yesterday, peichi and I stayed back at school because we thought there are photography club meeting but actually we made a mistake on it. So we ended up nothing to do. Peichi suggested that we could go visit the squash court since it has been a long time we didn’t go there. And when we took our first step into the squash court, the feelings came back. I could imagine blank and xiausheng dancing on the floor, I could imagine the time we spent in this room, especially the day before they graduated, all of us gathered in the room, chatting and dancing. We walked to the last court, and sat there. We chatted about you guys, I could see tears rolling at peichi’s eyes as we were chatting bout that, it makes me feel like crying too, but I acted nothing. I don’t want to let her know what I can notice her tears; I don’t want both of us to end up crying in the squash court. Around 1.30pm, we went back home.

After tuition, I lied on my bed looking at the ceiling. My mind was blank; I can’t help myself thinking about what we talked before that. I listened to my music playlist, and the damn wedding dress popped out! Fml!

 

 

Today, I read peiyein’s blog, xiausheng and her are such a sweet couple. And she also wrote about you guys in her older posts, I read almost 50 posts of hers, touching. Now, I xiang tong ler, no point being sad everyday because my friends leave school, I still can see them wad. All I need to do is study hard for spm and appreciate the time I left in this school, im sure I will miss my friends a lot by the time I graduate.

 

 

Finally done expressing my feelings on this post, hopefully this will be the last time I feel sad. After all, happy or sad we still have to live our day. So, smile =)

*ignore my grammar mistakes, lazy double check =P*

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嗯, 想在这跟我的Chemistry代课老师 Miss Cham 说声再见。。

您是我见过最美,最温柔的老师。。赫赫

从不骂我们,也不因为您是老师我们是学生而摆出一般老师都会摆的老师架子,对我们就好像跟对您的朋友一样。

所以虽然我讨厌Chemistry这一课,但我就是喜欢上你的课!

祝您在未来能事业有成!

*那天看到您男朋友载您上学,看起来是很稳重及专一型的人!=D。。嗯, 没猜错的话,他应该是您的男朋友吧* 在此祝老师您能永远幸福 ♥


 

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after 4 days of battle, i finally got out from the "dungeon of exam"

almost die .. pheww

gotta get back into hell in few days time.. T.T

btw;

i did a piece of shit in the exam..

and i wrote rubbish in the sejarah & chemistry essay question..

i was like, fckkkkk when i first got those exam papers..

so i drew cartoons on my foolscap paper and turn them into fans later..

haha, i noe i'm lame..

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i miss 梁老师 damn lot!

she's a damn good teacher as she always joke with us, won't angry easily..

and more la haha u noe i noe everyone noe..

don't go pleaseeeeeeee.. =(

i didn't feel so sad for the first few days..

until when she wish us good luck in our following exam and i saw her crying..

at that moment i suddenly miss her so much!

and after school i went to say goodbye to her but she has gone..

haiz.. hope she can come back to catholic high and visit us..

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  • Mar 13 Sat 2010 23:05
  • imh

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bored..

he's online-ing but i can't chat with him..

actually i don't dare to..

cause i'm afraid that i might spoil his mood..

and he most probabaly won't bother me..

sigh.. i miss him..

=(

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Fck Catholic! sucks like hell..

Made my friends transfer one by one..

Y can't we just choose the stream we like then just let us study???!!!

Jue Le

i knew him last year october! Gamble!..he is a damn funny guy.. But transfered.. haiz.. at least i managed 2 go out with him and other friends erm something like farewell la..

Kgai Kang

knew him since form2! Grhh..  Den form3 he sit behind me.. T.T always act silly and lame and damn wei.. <3 him larh lols.. I treat him as my good friend but y transfer liao oni tell me?? Bad la u.. Now starting miss u jor.. >< hate u larh! y wan go???

Adrian

lol.. tis guy i knew him since form1.. he kt; me pkt.. form1 i damn hate him man.. now not any.. he is a damn good guy.. haiz.. also goin to transfer after 1st exam if i'm not mistaken.. grhh! Dk how will i feel after he transfer..

Noob school! wtf wtf wtf! ><

haiz..  

I WILL MISS THEM DAMN MUCH LARH..

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more pics in fb.. especially youzhi's profile..

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guys!!

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En.Lim; i took de <3

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reading corner ^^

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me & pei chi

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me & lie wei

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me & ting jien

 

 

 

still gt other pics from czepei,rachel,nickow & so on's phone.. waiting 4 them 2 upload! ><

isshh.. i should hav bring my old fon 2 scu tat day! bt afraid of getting rampas 4 de 3rd times.. T.T

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  • My 1st post after 060909; moodless

Rest In Peace; Grandpa

 

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*nothing much 2 say bout.. juz hope my grandpa will get a better life after that

*&& i wanna thx those who consoled me.. thankyou

 

 

 

Big Girls Don't Cry

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Shit! Think of him once again just now.. Useless me!!

I have made a promise to myself that i shall never think of you anymore from that day onwards bt i broke my own promise by myself!

Arghh.. I just hated the time when i have nothin to do!!! Y do time pass by so slow?

Anyone? Pls find me something to do or keep me busy and i shall thanks her/him.

I just dont want to break my only promise. It has been lasting for 7 days buy whats wrong is goin wif me 2day?

Pls..

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ehem.. i rmb i went bac 2 my primary skul few weeks ago..

cuz thr is a 义卖会 in my primary skul..

took sum pics wif my old frenz..

sry 4 so long oni update those pics..

cuz i'm really busy these few weeks cuz of de stupid exam!!

& now i finally hav sum tym to update :

 

BFF; my bestist 4eva!!

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Beeeeesssssssssssssttttttt friend

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BFF <3

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BFF :)

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I LOVE THEM ♥

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MY BELOVED STANDARD 4,5,6 FORM TEACHER & BEST FRIEND

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MY 6J CLASS

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see.. got air-corn

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pas keluar lll

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i am not demanding anything from you..

i love you only as a friend..

i can still live a happy life without you..

u broke my heart.. bt i still love you..

i wanna be your dead princess..


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REST IN PEACE


3rd grandaunty

 


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  • Mar 20 Fri 2009 20:28
  • ILY

 不知何时,很想对你说。。

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再不说,就要爆炸了!!

你永远不会知道我的心里怎么想。。

在我真的能放下之前。。

只想把全部心里话讲出来。。

祝你永远快乐!!

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